Pathless Thought

“If I have to ask for your attention, then I don’t even want it.”

Unknown (via winterkristall)

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“If they don’t like you who the fuck cares.”

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6/3/13
There’s this boy that I met and I think I like him because every time I see him my stomach twists into knots. Why?

6/14/13 
It’s my birthday and my best present today was seeing him, him him him him

6/15/13
I hope I get to see him again, his face is pretty and his voice is gentle and I hope he doesn’t forget me over the summer

8/24/13
That boy still exists and he is still beautiful and lovely and our skin touched today

8/28/13
It seems like a lot of other people think this boy is beautiful too. How annoying. He was supposed to have been my little secret

10/5/13
I like this boy a lot and I saw him with another girl tonight and it was like being stabbed in the middle of the stomach with a jagged, rusty knife

10/6/13 
What if he falls in love with her? I will not be okay

11/16/13
I kissed the boy I kissed the boy I kissed the boy and he said he liked me

11/20/13
I walked home with him today and we kissed some more and his lips tasted better than the alcohol I’m so used to consuming

11/22/14
He chose me

11/23/13
“When I’m with you, all of my worries go away,” he said. That’s all I could ever want really

12/1/13
He told me he loved me and I held him so tightly that neither of us could breathe

12/7/13
He took me to meet his family today and we went to a garden and I’ve decided that I love him back

12/16/13
We laid down in his bed but every single movement was innocent. I stared at the ceiling and loved the way my head fit perfectly on his shoulder. He loves the same music as I do

12/17/13
We had our first fight today and I cried when I got home and then Mother yelled so I cried some more

12/20/13
He’s getting awfully close to his female friends and I don’t know how I feel about it. I took a brisk walk in the rain to think it through and then I drank when I got home. His Christmas present came in the mail. Should I trash it?

12/22/13
We had another fight and it was bad

12/31/13
I haven’t seen him in a while and I’m nervous for the next time I do, is that bad?

1/1/14
He was my New Year’s kiss. In the middle of the night he told me he missed me while I was gone but then he wouldn’t touch me in the morning

1/4/14
He went to his friend’s house and didn’t tell me. This friend happens to be a girl. I don’t know. I’m probably going to get drunk tonight

1/5/14
He left.

7 months of diary entries (via thoseconstellations)

Typical , boys do this shit

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johannsebastianbitch:

You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.

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“There will be times when you feel unworthy and inadequate. Remember, God has not asked you to be worthy or adequate - He has asked you to trust Him.”

SKR (via kvtes)

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bollykecks:

"to photograph people is to violate them, by seeing them as they never see themselves, by having knowledge of them they can never have"

-Susan Sontag, On Photography

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